Becoming Greater

I was looking through photos for the back to basics post this week and it never fails to amaze me how this man just keeps getting better and better; more and more beautiful. Let's have a look, shall we?

Twilight Comic Con 2008- Wow!

New Moon Comic Con 2009- Holy Hell!

This man has definitely gotten his beauty sleep this year.

Rob strutting in Twilight aka the day I fell in love.

Rob strutting in New Moon. That's right baby, work it.

Rob strutting in Eclipse. This is obviously so sexy it's censored.

Rob riding a bike in Little Ashes. Nothing looks as good on him as a smile.

Rob bike riding in Remember Me. I'll take angry Rob too. He can take it out on me up against the wall any second of any day.

Rob running in Little Ashes. Is he holding his pants up? Why would I want him to do that?

Rob running in Remember Me. Those long legs. I wanna climb him.

Rob running in Bel Ami. That little ass shot was for me. Somebody shove the old timer the hell out of my way.

Twilight UK Premiere. *whimpers*

New Moon UK Premiere. *moans*

Remember Me UK Premiere. *Robgasm*

MTV Movie Awards 2008. Lord, have mercy upon my soul,

MTV Movie Awards 2009. because this man is going to going to kill me.

Vanity Fair 2008. *bows head, folds hands*

Vanity Fair 2009 Thank you. Amen.

I Know

I know that happiness is hard to find.

I know because I've searched.

I know that good times are hard to come by.
I know because I've looked.

I know that life isn't always easy.
I know because I've seen.

I know that sometimes you just can't win.
I know because I've lost.

I know that being right isn't always worth it.
I know that wronging others never is.

I know that some days the sun just won't shine.
I know that some days the rain is preferred.

I know that sometimes your closest friend can become an enemy.
I know that an enemy could become your closest friend.

I know that the clock and the calendar never stop turning.
I know that trouble and heartache never stop returning.

I know that forever is a myth.
I know that one must choose to believe.

I know that time doesn't heal.
I know that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger.

I know that some decisions are difficult to make.
I know that you don't always get a choice.

I know that words can hurt as much as sticks.
I know that everyone lives in a glass house with a black kettle.

I know that some dreams are not tangible.
I know that some nightmares are real.

I know that some nights the past catches up.

I know that demons live inside our minds.

I know that when I feel weak the memories will come.

I know this even though I want to forget.

I know that I don't live in that house anymore.

I know that those people can't hurt me anymore with words or sticks.

I know that if I picture your face, I can forget theirs.

I know that if I listen for your voice, I can forget theirs.

I know that at these times it is you whom allows me to exhale.

I know that I will forever be grateful to you for it.

Pretty Words and Pictures

Things I Love About You

by Anthony West Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood Your smile to dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart. Your walk and the way your gracefulness takes my breath away Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me Your hands whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness. Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth. Most of all everything you are changed the way I feel about my life. I love you. Fantasy by Virgo All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you. If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~I Miss you by Claudia Ghandi “You are what I never knew I always wanted” From the Movie, Fools Rush In The first time ever I saw your face I thought the sun rose in your eyes And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave To the dark and the empty skies, my love, To the dark and the empty skies.  ~Roberta Flack The moment I wake up Before I put on my makeup I say a little prayer for you While combing my hair, now And wondering what dress to wear, now I say a little prayer for you ~Dionne Warwick Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Franklin P. Jones Source  Source  Source

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
Today I fell in love with a boy who makes my pulse race. I saw him in the theater. He was so pale and sad. I wanted to take him in my arms and wish away all his worries. He kept his hands in his pockets and seemed nervous. I was nervous too. But then he smiled and his whole face lit up. I've never wanted to make someone happy so much in my whole life.

Dear Diary,
I saw him in the grocery store today. I wasn't prepared to see him there and his presence made my skin tingle. I wondered if he smelled like sunshine the way he felt like the sun to me. His beautiful lips were puckered as he whistled. I think he must sound like an angel.I was positive  I couldn't love him more...and then he smiled.

Dear Diary,
I saw him again today. Someone asked him a question and he blushed, it's now my favorite color. His voice was smooth and sultry. His answers were smart and wise. He smiled again, this time while running his hand through his hair. I feel sure my heart stopped beating for a second.

Dear Diary,
I heard him sing today and I'll never be the same. The emotion that poured out of him was overwhelming. I found myself wiping at tears. I watched as he played piano and guitar. His charms never ending. My love ever growing.

Dear Diary,
Today I watched him cross the street. I don't know if he was with anyone because I couldn't tear my eyes from the sight of him. He is a vision that never fails to take away my breath. I see him in everything upon which my eyes fall. Maybe I am deranged. If so it is a sweet, sweet madness of which I hope there is no cure.

Back to Basics

As I have spoken about before, I wonder a lot about what makes a good fan.
It occurred to me today while I was doing my nails and plucking my eyebrows in order to get ready to see Rob tomorrow that this is it. Buying tickets and going to see this movie in the morning is the only way we can have a positive effect on his life.
By making certain that this movie opens to huge numbers can and will push career in path that will keep him with us for years and years to come. I urge you to see Remember Me this weekend.

On with tonights post.

Kelly from discomROBulation wrote a wonderful post here about getting back to the basics of why we fell in love with Robert. She has inspired me and out of respect for her and Rob, I will be adapting this practice to the park. 

Tonight we journey to Rome. Rob has never looked more beautiful, more sexy, more...ungh.  I fall in love with him all over again upon seeing these pics. It was the first time I noticed that even Rob's nervous habits are sexy. How lovely he is when he flushes. How infatuated I am with the way he moves. How his voice is like a soothing balm on my soul. 

 

 

 

 

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