Testimonials (Kelly)

Kelly from My discomROBulation is with us tonight. She has a very sweet blog that I always enjoy reading. She makes awesome videos and has had the privilege of meeting Mr. Pattinson.

Describe Rob in 5 words

Calming, Soulful, Real, Talented and Loyal. 

Tell why you love him as if you were describing it to him.

Why do I love you Rob? Tell me why I shouldn’t. That would probably be just as difficult a questions for you to answer as the one you are asking me.  I think it’s because there are certain energies in the world that draw people together.  I see you as someone with a very positive energy and you draw people to you.  I am one of millions of your fans, but, in what I feel about and for you, I believe I am one of a much smaller number. I think there are a select few like me who feel this way.  It’s very personal, very protective and very loving. I know it doesn’t make sense, but really, when you think about it, every good friend you have was a stranger once and why, out of all the people you could have connected with that day did you connect with that one friend.  It’s all a mystery, but it’s there, I feel it and there is nothing you need to do about it, well except, possibly just accept it and continue to just be you.. As Ralph Waldo Emerson once said, "Thou art to me a delicious torment."

Song lyric (or entire song whatever describing your feelings)

“You Make Me Smile” Uncle Kracker – the whole song..the very first time I heard the song I saw Rob in my head.  For me it is the perfect song, about a person who makes me a better person, just by being….You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Movie quote 

“Somewhere in Time” - Elise's soliloquy:

"The man of my dreams has almost faded now. The one I have created in my mind. The sort of man each woman dreams of in the deepest and most secret reaches of her heart. I can almost see him now before me. What would I say to him, if he were really here? Forgive me, I have never known this feeling. I've lived without it all my life. Is it any wonder, then, that I fail to recognize you? You-- who brought it to me for the first time. Is there any way I can tell you how my life has changed? Any way at all to let you know what sweetness you have given me? There is so much to say...I cannot find the words. Except for these-- I love you! Such would I say to him, if he were really here."

Poem To a Stranger - by Walt Whitman
PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, 
(it comes to me, as of a dream,)
I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you,
All is recalled as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,
You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me,
I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body
mine
only,
You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard,
breast,
hands, in return,
I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone,
I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again,
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.

Your wish for his future

My wish for his future, simple… I wish for him to have all that he desires and also, for him to be happy with attaining those desires

Most embarrassing thing that you have done or that has happened to you because of your Robsession

Probably just admitting that I adored him.. publicly, and my husband forced me to do that.. when he called me on it in front of his family, trying to embarrass me.  I just took a deep breath and said, “Yeah, I adore him, he is gorgeous, and talented. What’s not to like” they just looked at me and then went on to another topic.  I stopped being embarrassed that day and I owned it.    I adore him.. I don’t care who knows.. when people tease me and say “Oh I saw your boyfriend” my reply is always, “Lucky you”.

How has your life changed to accommodate Rob

I, like many “my age”, tried to hide my Robsession, or discomROBulation as I like to call it ;) in the very beginning.  It was disconcerting to me that someone that I didn’t know could have the effect on me that he had.  It was beyond his good looks, beyond the movie even, it was something inside him.  Something that I could just see.  Call it a light, an aura, whatever.  The energy that comes from within him is amazing.

My life has changed just by the amount of time I spend thinking about him, and on the internet.  I have learned to balance it all. I set a certain amount of time to “spend with him”, and then it’s back to real life.

What makes him different than any other man?

Perhaps he is not different from EVERY other man, but he is a rare person.  He has an inner light/energy whatever you want to call it that draws me to him.  It’s something so intangible that it can be frustrating trying to describe it.  And yet.. it’s not something I’m willing to walk away from. So many times we read people who comment “This has never happened to me before” I have said that many times… this is so far beyond a celebrity crush. It’s personal, to me.  Of course my feelings and beliefs are based only on his public persona,  but, I believe in my heart he is not so different from what he shows us.  So perhaps it’s not that he is so different from other men, perhaps it is that he is just like me, he’s a person.. willing to show his vulnerability.  When you meet someone willing to share that side of themselves with you.. how can you do anything but, love and want to care for them.  To protect them.

Explain how he has made your life better

Since “discovering” Rob, so many doors that I believed were closed in my life, have re-opened.  It’s odd to think about, wrap my head around, all that has opened once again inside of me.

When I was younger I was a dreamer.  Stories and plays, movies all tended to float around in my head. I lived in a dream world of sorts.  The impossible seems possible to me always.  But as I grew up and began to learn the more difficult lessons in life, a large part of the magic of the impossible got locked away, deep down inside of me. I couldn’t trust it; hardship was easier to believe in then the impossible.

For whatever reason, since “this” all began, the wonder and joy, the belief in the impossible, it has broken free.  I am happier then I can remember being in such a very long time.

When you meet someone who you believe to be one of the best humanity has to offer, you tend to want to be your best, to be worthy, and to make yourself into someone that person can appreciate. He makes me want to be a better person.. for whatever reason.  And I believe I am becoming just that.

Leave Kelly some love and join us tomorrow when Tina from Tina's Been Rob'd will be sharing her testimony of love.